Apr 28, 2007 15:52
Ok, so the light at the end of the tunnel gets brighter with every passing day. Buying Eurail passes, international student cards, finishing Jane Eyre, finishing the Great Expectations paper, getting prepped for project presentation day, with every passing event, I can taste it. However, I can say a very uncomfortable feeling has joined me as well. So everyone I'm sure will be a bit wistful on June 12th. There are plenty of people I will continue to see afterwards, and a few that I can say I said goodbye to on good terms. There are however, there will be the select few yet that I feel I neglected to ever call, or ever talk to, or hang out with, or anything of that ilk. That will be the most disappointing, unless I can do something about it, but I honestly just don't know how to. They're that group of people that you still sometimes see, but you just don't say anything, and you don't have any reason NOT to, you just don't. And you're mad at yourself later for it. Is this something I can deny, accept, or try to fix?
"Clutch it like a cornerstone, otherwise it all comes down,
Justify denials and grip 'em to the lonesome end"