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I don't know how you could do this to me? I don't know what went wrong. Everything was going great, and for the first time in a while I was actually happy...and now I'm so depressed and angry i could scream. I have no idea what went wrong, and if it was something I said or did to you then you should have told me at the time. You know how much i cared for you, and that I would never intentionally do anything to hurt you. I thought you knew that after all of those conversations we had. This came as a complete shock to me, and I don't think there was anything that i did wrong. If there was you should have told me and I would have stopped immediately. You know that. The past month was amazing, and I was finally beginning to be truly happy again.. I had a great friend who I could confide in if I needed to me, and I felt that you could do the same. Now I don't know what is going to happen, will I be able to forgive you for this hurt...I don't know. What I do know is that you really, really hurt me and I don't know why. Maybe you weren't ready yet, maybe you needed more time, I don't know. All I do know is that I have now lost someone who was extremely close to me and who I felt that I could tell anything. Now when I look back on the good times we had before they will be tainted because of what you did to me. The fact that you did exactly what he-who-shall-not-be-named did to you shows to me that you didn't really care about me at all...ever If you did, this would have never happened the way it did. I told you how I felt, and I thought you felt the same. Now I know that it was all a lie. As much as I liked you, and still like you I don;t know what will become of our friendship. I hope that you will at least give me an honest and sincere explanation for the happenings of the past few days. I deserve at least that much. We'll see what happens from there.
You have hurt me terribly and I don't know what else to say. I sit alone thinking about what happened and I get angrier and angrier because I don't understand.
did you ever feel for me what I felt for you...for a few days I thought you did...I was an idiot to think that you could put the past behind you and finally be happy once again yourself. I was also stupid for letting myself fall for. You ruined the entire time for me and that's why I left that night and then the morning after. I was so happy for the first few days, and all of a sudden you wouldn't even give me the time of day. You ripped my heart out without a reason. I know it happened to you before and I thought I had helped you through those rough times. This is the last thing that I expected you to do to me because of that, maybe thats why it hurts so much.
I'm still waiting for your answer, whatever it is I need to know.
:'(
Now all I have are my tears and unanswered questions.
You have hurt me terribly and I don't know what else to say. I sit alone thinking about what happened and I get angrier and angrier because I don't understand.
did you ever feel for me what I felt for you...for a few days I thought you did...I was an idiot to think that you could put the past behind you and finally be happy once again yourself. I was also stupid for letting myself fall for. You ruined the entire time for me and that's why I left that night and then the morning after. I was so happy for the first few days, and all of a sudden you wouldn't even give me the time of day. You ripped my heart out without a reason. I know it happened to you before and I thought I had helped you through those rough times. This is the last thing that I expected you to do to me because of that, maybe thats why it hurts so much.
I'm still waiting for your answer, whatever it is I need to know.
:'(
Now all I have are my tears and unanswered questions.