Dec 23, 2004 14:55
Wow, it really sucks when someone messes with you. I wish I could control my feelings. But I can't so I'll just have to deal. I'll eventually get over him. I just wish it wasn't so hard to do! Maybe this vacation will help me. I'm going to my condo for a week. It should be fun, Derek is gonna come up and it will give me someone to hang out with. Plus, I get to ski!!! Then I go back to school, and then I go to VAIL!!!
I'm bored right now. I thought I was actually going to leave the house but then my Dad decided to keep me home. I wish the guy downstairs would hurry up with putting in the sauna!
Hmmm...do you think I'll ever get a chance with Brian Stanley?