You're gonna miss this...
Looking back at old blogs I’ve posted and looking through my journal, I’ve come to see how much I’ve changed.
I’ve accomplished so much and whether anyone else sees it or not, I do.
Lately, I’ve been depressed, but really I have no reason to, it’s selfish of me actually. Ironically, I figured this out at Toys R’ Us today, where I actually broke down crying.
My brother threw a fit, because he couldn’t get a toy. He started complaining that Mom never buys him things, which is definitely not true. And I got mad, not at him, but at the fact that I wish I had appreciated what I had growing up instead of taking everything for granted. But you can’t exactly explain this to a 5 year old, but I sure did try.
But, I guess I can’t focus on the past. I’ve come so far from where I was just one year ago.
All I can try to do is continue to make changes and work towards being happier and doing good in life.
But I wish people could appreciate what they have because you never know what you have till it’s gone. And ’m just glad I’m getting things back.