Aug 28, 2005 07:08
AHHHHH
Ally alyways gets the guy and I get shit
That's the only problem with parting with ally,
all the guys want her
It gets me sooo mad
She has a boyfriend and she still hits on all the guys and everyone gets mad at me
I'M SO FUCKING PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!
Why does she have to be so much better than me at like everything.
I'm never good enough for anyone and I HATE it!!!!!!!!!!!!
For once, I want the attention, I want the guys to notice me.
It never happens its always Ally that gets noticed.
WHY? Because she is prettier, skinnier, and al;l around better at everythuing than me.
I'm just getting tired of everyone liking her so much more than me.
I wish I could be her or she could be put in my position and realize how lucky she is.
She's not ugly, she's not fat...It pisses me off that she thinks that.
She is nowhere near any of those things.
If she could be me for one day and deal with half the shit I deal with, I'm the fucking grazing cow!!!!
She's the pretty one everyone wants...
Why can't she realize that.
It's the same as its always been .
Ally gets the guy Sandra gets nothing.
I haven;'t even had a boyfriend in a year.
It sucks to be me sometimes.
On top of it all...
I'm losing my license this week...and school starts on Wednesday..
Why the fuck am I having a shitty time right now.
I WANNA BE THE PRETTY ONE FOR ONCE!!!!!
WHY CAN;T THAT BE ME!!!!
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
That's all I can write for now.
Grrrrrr