It's a miracle...
It's a miracle that I discovered this journal of mine again. Reading past entries and the entries of friends, made me realize how much I miss everyone back at home. Yes, one can make new friends and have the time of your life (afterall that is what college is all about, isn't it?) However, there are those people that you become close to before you all separated your own ways - it's those that I miss. I miss the ones that miles and miles have been placed between us due to the schools we picked. We picked the ones that were best for us - very understandable, however, in order to keep a friendship going, communication is key, isn't it? Even if it is only talking once a year... catching up with everything that has been going on.
There has been so much that has happened here. So much to share, so much that I don't want to repeat or have to go through again, things that I regret and things that I wish could happen all over again.
I think I am going to make it more of a habit to start writing in this journal again because it does make it easier in writing down thoughts and working things out - just so one doesn't go crazy. ;-)
I cannot wait to be back in New Milford - yeah I know... a shocker. I could be home in a week from today (possibly more like a week from tomorrow) BUT, there are things that come into play (such as a job - being an RA sometimes is a pain in the butt) so I won't be home until Monday the 19th. Don't miss me too much - I'll be home soon! :-) Plus, I can't wait to get out of here for more reasons than imaginable. Too much has been occurring here, that is extremely hard to deal with and to especially being a support beam and a resource.
Anyway, I would rather not think about everything that has recently occurred (like the bad) instead take the good from the bad and remember all the good things that have happened. My mind is so cluttered and doesn't know what to think - I'm still in shock.
You just can't feel safe anywhere now, can you?
<3
...Please let it still be safe in your arms...
There has been so much that has happened here. So much to share, so much that I don't want to repeat or have to go through again, things that I regret and things that I wish could happen all over again.
I think I am going to make it more of a habit to start writing in this journal again because it does make it easier in writing down thoughts and working things out - just so one doesn't go crazy. ;-)
I cannot wait to be back in New Milford - yeah I know... a shocker. I could be home in a week from today (possibly more like a week from tomorrow) BUT, there are things that come into play (such as a job - being an RA sometimes is a pain in the butt) so I won't be home until Monday the 19th. Don't miss me too much - I'll be home soon! :-) Plus, I can't wait to get out of here for more reasons than imaginable. Too much has been occurring here, that is extremely hard to deal with and to especially being a support beam and a resource.
Anyway, I would rather not think about everything that has recently occurred (like the bad) instead take the good from the bad and remember all the good things that have happened. My mind is so cluttered and doesn't know what to think - I'm still in shock.
You just can't feel safe anywhere now, can you?
<3
...Please let it still be safe in your arms...