Apr 28, 2008 15:21
finally, i am starting to feel things level out. i don't feel like i'm in a constant uphill climb. it hasn't been all bad though. i have really found myself amidst this mess...well, i have come to remember who i truly am and why i am who i am. i give to others because i want to--compassion is a gift, not a request for reciprocation. if you are giving it in expectation, prepare only to be disappointed.
i'm 22 and i've planned and arranged a funeral...there's something i never thought i'd say. i'm glad i'm through saturday. i'm really thankful for some much needed quality time with some friends lately.
i'm glad i am who i am, and even more so, i'm glad i have the strength to be the person i know i am.