May 18, 2005 12:56
i'm making myself sick being mad at john. just the way he didn't ask the next morning, and the way he was like, "so are you going or not?", and how he doesn't answer me. but then i think about the times when he talked to me when i really needed it, and relay. then i make myself even more sick because how can i be mad at him when he has helped me?
nick rosado sees me for a second in the library and he can tell that somethings wrong, and i haven't seen him in so long.