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we were both very quiet on the bus this afternoon. i only get 1 and 1/2 months a year in the afternoon. and i'm gunna love it. there were a lot of things i could have said and sort of needed to say. but why ruin it. it just felt kewl. he says that he's not going away this summer. i don't know what that means, or how it's going to work. i just can't put to words those few minutes, there is a big gap of how we used to talk. i lost it.