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It looks like I'm gonna write what's on my mind.
I would be so happy talking to Rob online. I love it. But it seemed like that's where the friendship stayed. I didn't have any classes with him this year so it was hard. But it SEEMS like what he tells me are lies. Like little things, hair, money, phone. But who knows if anything else are lies or if they're not. If I ask him now he'll just say he doesn't remember. He's helped me in a few ways more than he realizes.
And James he "showed concern when I was just a face" and that really touched me. So i got to know him. That was all good but when he got a gf I backed off. I sort of do that to everyone in a way. But it just seems like he starts a friendship and then he moves on. He would say he has to go practice and now...oh, never mind.
I can compare them to each other in so many ways. They don't want to hear the "serious" stuff with me. They just want to have fun in skewl, nothing else really matters, friend wise. They both say they don't have time. Hey that's understandable that's how we live, rushed around, but come on! It takes too much time to fix a friendship. Yeah James never finished explaining that one. But he does seem a lot happier now. Wow I just realized both of them were the first of something I had with both of them (that sounds a little weird, and it's NOTHING what would first come to your mind) I will always remember those happy times.
Quote: "I won't forget you though, I don't forget anyone that leaves"
And just a side fact. Nick had to change his lunch. Now there's really no point of going to skewl. i would seriously write how much i was looking foward to lunch each day and how it was what got me through the day. Now I'm gonna spend 8th period all by myself in the band room doing who-knows-what
I would be so happy talking to Rob online. I love it. But it seemed like that's where the friendship stayed. I didn't have any classes with him this year so it was hard. But it SEEMS like what he tells me are lies. Like little things, hair, money, phone. But who knows if anything else are lies or if they're not. If I ask him now he'll just say he doesn't remember. He's helped me in a few ways more than he realizes.
And James he "showed concern when I was just a face" and that really touched me. So i got to know him. That was all good but when he got a gf I backed off. I sort of do that to everyone in a way. But it just seems like he starts a friendship and then he moves on. He would say he has to go practice and now...oh, never mind.
I can compare them to each other in so many ways. They don't want to hear the "serious" stuff with me. They just want to have fun in skewl, nothing else really matters, friend wise. They both say they don't have time. Hey that's understandable that's how we live, rushed around, but come on! It takes too much time to fix a friendship. Yeah James never finished explaining that one. But he does seem a lot happier now. Wow I just realized both of them were the first of something I had with both of them (that sounds a little weird, and it's NOTHING what would first come to your mind) I will always remember those happy times.
Quote: "I won't forget you though, I don't forget anyone that leaves"
And just a side fact. Nick had to change his lunch. Now there's really no point of going to skewl. i would seriously write how much i was looking foward to lunch each day and how it was what got me through the day. Now I'm gonna spend 8th period all by myself in the band room doing who-knows-what