"and i've been looking for a new friend -
and i don't care if he's decrepid and grey..."
I've come accross two angels. You may have noticed this by now. How lucky can I be? My karma is so bright and so clean. Even they're friends are cool. I opened up.
I guess the question is, is it possible to have too much of a good thing?
Inevitably, the answer is usually yes. I have picked up their habits, as well as their hermetic nature. I am choking in bohemia. Too peaceful, too comfortable.
Naturally, my insecurities pick up. I need antagonism, and i can earn it that way. Fuck, if i feel like being sincerely happy; don't be sarcastic. Otherwise, don't expect me to be an honest emotional being.
I can only be smart and funny for so long before my ruse is outed. I am growing so tired trying to keep up with their antics. Such manic episode to run me down. It's been nearly a month. And I have no idea how things have changed.
It's so great, but it's so exausting. I love you guys, but I need a break in order to show you how much I do. In that way, we can all feel that we all want to be there, instead of just sort of wondering if we want each other around at all.
I've come accross two angels. You may have noticed this by now. How lucky can I be? My karma is so bright and so clean. Even they're friends are cool. I opened up.
I guess the question is, is it possible to have too much of a good thing?
Inevitably, the answer is usually yes. I have picked up their habits, as well as their hermetic nature. I am choking in bohemia. Too peaceful, too comfortable.
Naturally, my insecurities pick up. I need antagonism, and i can earn it that way. Fuck, if i feel like being sincerely happy; don't be sarcastic. Otherwise, don't expect me to be an honest emotional being.
I can only be smart and funny for so long before my ruse is outed. I am growing so tired trying to keep up with their antics. Such manic episode to run me down. It's been nearly a month. And I have no idea how things have changed.
It's so great, but it's so exausting. I love you guys, but I need a break in order to show you how much I do. In that way, we can all feel that we all want to be there, instead of just sort of wondering if we want each other around at all.