May 02, 2010 16:13
+ I haven't self harmed in nearly four months!
+ Saw KickAss at the cinema and loved it!
+ Sleeping back in my own bed now.
+ Leg's fixed as best it will be. It's not bad to be fair.
- Weekend depression is a bitch.
- I still feel I need to prove my worth to people ( you can tell me I only need to prove to myself but I won't listen ).
- I hate the feeling that I've let/am letting people down.
- Cherries had a bad choke last tuesday and has been unwell this week :-[ ( She is a lot better now though but is still struggling ).
+ I am loving salt and vinegar crisps right now.
+ Finished some more custom ponies. Not great ones but it's fun!
- Watching Mary King ride round Badminton and realising that I'm never going to ride there. Seriously I'm jelous!
- Put on over a stone in weight since starting the Metazipine.
+ As much as I hate the meds...I am fairly stable on them.
+ Seeing Frankie Boyle live in October. Something to look forward too.
+ Been writing tons and some of it's quite good!
- Having to see my nurses more and too many dr's appoints
- Feeling alone.
And let's finish there for now!