Feb 25, 2007 18:18
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Is it fair to be cared about when one does not care about themselves?
I guess I'm glad that those scars have been cleaned. It doesn't make things any easier though... Somehow I am getting off too easily with work... I don't know what lies my ex-boss will spin, but I suppose it doesn't matter.
To say I feel guilty may be too much but whatever it is it is far beyond the scope of my reality. I don't know when this happened.
Is it too much to say I don't understand? Apologies are for anyone else, not me...
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I have things to do and buy. I suppose the money was worth it - but...was it?
contemplating,
emotions?,
private,
confusion,
work,
paycheque,
kabuto,
guilt,
orochimaru-sensei,
money,
feelings,
introspective,
to do