Nov 25, 2014 18:28
In 5 days I being a new lifestyle of spending the following 3 months getting myself slingshot between friends and relatives' houses because I don't like where I have to move not one bit.
I'm really happy for my Dad getting this house. It's been a thing he has goaled for over the past 10 years and he finally achieved it last month. We're moving in this weekend and I couldn't be happier for him. But it's a house clear north like 10 minutes drive from the VA/NC border and it's an hour north of the nearest person I even know. It's an hour further from Ashley than I already live. I checked out the nearby town and there is nothing there. It's just woods and silence and not a soul I know and while I'm all for solitude and I'm okay with the nature ratio....I'm not ok with how incredibly alone and disconnected I'm about to feel on top of how badly alone and disconnected I already feel.
February is an eternity away now and I hate it.
I hate it with a passion.......