Apr 17, 2008 07:54
T_T
I had one of those experiences where I lie in bed, and then suddenly get this intense feeling that somebody is staring at me from behind, last night..
it isnt the first time either, I tend to get that feeling quite frequently actually, but I had never experienced it before I felt it this one time when I was sleeping in my apartment in japan..
When I get the feeling, I get totally paralyzed, I have problems saying anything at all, the only thing I can do is remotly groan, or breathe heavy noises.
I try to muster up the strenght to turn around to see if there actually is someone behind me, but as I am paralyzed, I cannot move much at all.
usually, I just have the feeling that somebody/something is staring at me, but last night, I heard something even creeping into my bed, and then I got this intense chill up my spine, followed up by this kinda intense, vibrating, humming sound in my head... this is when I got insanly panicky and managed to shake myself out of my paralysation, but as I am finally able to turn around, there is nothing there to be seen.
My heart beats faster than a horny rabbit, and Im sweating bullets.
the whole experience is probably something that occurs when entering a lucid dream or something, which should explain the intense realism, yet not being able to control my body at all..
I hope thats the case... and if so, I hope it would stop occuring so god damn often!
other than that, I want a girlfriend... but thats really stupid, seeing as Im going back to Japan in 4-5 months XP