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oh livejournal. i have not forgotten about you, i swear. in typical lj form.. i shall complain a tad. and then say why im a bitch for feeling that way...express my remorse and we all will move on.
i was just telling emi that i feel stagnant. blah. what a horrible feeling.im having fun and doing stuff.. but i feel like im not putting all of myself into everything for some reason. i have no idea why, though. i dont know if its because of anthony, or if ive had some massive mentality chance that i havent noticed. i really dont know, but i want it to change. its just odd. maybe its because im not a freshman and im not new to the whole scene anymore.. i dont know. i need money. i really wish i could go down to lousiana and help out. so many people bitch out about the racism and the unfair media. well fucking go do something about it. yes bush sucks, and took way too long to get in. its horrible and there are blatsnt flaws in the response.. worry about it after youve made sure everyone has shelter and food.
i was just telling emi that i feel stagnant. blah. what a horrible feeling.im having fun and doing stuff.. but i feel like im not putting all of myself into everything for some reason. i have no idea why, though. i dont know if its because of anthony, or if ive had some massive mentality chance that i havent noticed. i really dont know, but i want it to change. its just odd. maybe its because im not a freshman and im not new to the whole scene anymore.. i dont know. i need money. i really wish i could go down to lousiana and help out. so many people bitch out about the racism and the unfair media. well fucking go do something about it. yes bush sucks, and took way too long to get in. its horrible and there are blatsnt flaws in the response.. worry about it after youve made sure everyone has shelter and food.