Another update.
Yesterday would have been the most PERFECT day..
My dad bought me a car.
I finally got to see the Phantom of the Opera (the play).
My day was going sooo well.
But whatever.
It was too good to be true.. when have I ever had
a perfect day? Never.
So I should've expected it to blow up.
ANYWAYs...
I wrote this bulletin on MySpace on how guys suck, and how I believe that they are all wastes of skin, space and air. I seriously got over 40 replies to it.. which kind of surprised me. But this one guy wrote me the sweetest reply. It somewhat gave me hope that there might actually be decent guys in this world.
But I could be mistaken.
If anyone is interested in reading what he wrote me,
I'm sorry for what I am and who I am. I wish I could be more. I wish I could cry your tears and feel the pain for you, so you could smile once again. I wont disagree with what you said, but I wish I could better understand what happend to you. I'm sorry for whatever your going through. I wish I could help in some way, but I'm probably the last person you want an e-mail from, cuz I'm just another waste of skin. So I'm sorry if I'm bothering you. I hope things get better for you.
such a beautiful creature should never have to feel such sadness. as I lay my eyes upon your picture, it starts to blur becuase as I write this I'm thinking of how you could be feeling so sad and my eyes fill up with tears.
your beauty is truly breathtaking and I'm sure if I ever got to know you, I would die of suffication cuz you'd have the personality to outmatch your looks.
who ever is foolish enough to hurt you will only hurt themselves later in life. they have it coming. but this will pass, teh pan will fade. beleive in this if nuthing else. you will heal and soon feel what you desurve to be. Happy!
stay strong, it will get better.