come forth, bear witness

[sketchedsoul]

you laugh about it when it's all over...
but it still leaves you feeling a little empty.
i suppose i have the rest of my life and i'll always have Sean.
put those two together and a few years don't make a difference.
i love you Sean, so so so so much. you are amazing. i wouldn't have been able to have done this without you.
i love you Sarah b/c you are the most wonderful girl i have ever had the chance to know. you are the best, thank you so much. you mean the world to me.
...
and Mike....if it were, but it's not...not Michael.

i still need to get my blasted schedule, i've probably missed the date now though haven't i? grr.

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Blame everyone but me for this mess
And my back has been breaking from this heavy heart
We never seemed so far
I'm hopelessly hopeful you're just hopeless enough
But we never had it at all

And the record won't stop skipping
And the lies just won't stop slipping
And besides my reputations on the line
We can fake it for the airwaves
Force our smiles, baby, half dead
From comparing myself to everyone else around me