Emotional Roller coaster....

[sketchbaby4life]

Ok, The last couple days have been, lets say... interesting. I found out that Mike is going out w/ his ex, Adria. Which is cool b/c he does'nt deserve to wait like that. She sounds good for him. (SHE CAN DATE!!!) lol. Ne ways, I was kinda heartbroken after I had heard that, but hey, there are many other fish in the sea. Speaking of which, I guess the whole Mike thing blinded me to who else is out there. For example, I think Andy b. asked me to Homecoming and I did'nt even realize it. (guys can be so undirect, it makes it confusing) And.. tonight at the soccer game it was freeeezing so I asked Sam P.'s mom if I could use their blanket. Sam took it from me and covered us both, which I thought nothing of. Then he started to "warm my hands and feet" (His feet were so dirty from playing bare-footed soccer,lol. and he kept touching me w/ them just to annoy me) Well, to make a long story short, I've always had a.. thing for him. But I never thought he thought of me that way. Eventually, he ended up holding my hand under the blanket. Soo.. yeah, lots of things happening. Weird how something that you think is so bad could actually help you in a way. I still do have feelings for Mike, but its just so complicated with him, I could'nt tell if he liked me or what. Over all, things are changing.
<3 Janelle
PS: I have no idea what this "mood/smiley" means, I just liked the sound of it.