Mar 26, 2009 13:56
ok, so I have recently gotten .... just wow, overwhelmed I guess you could say. I was doing ok with trying to get over the last "relationship" I had. I have been talking to Sofia almost daily. I still talk to sherri but we have definately cooled down, we are great friends, but I think she has changed her mind about any sort of relationship. We may still have the ocassional unloosed passion that can lead to things, but we are definatly not going to have any kind of serious relationship. I have recently become overwhelmed! in a good way (I HOPE) with women. I met another girl named carley on the same site where I met sofia. she is really neat, although we have only talked for 2 days more than a few times we have either completed each other's statements or just become so close to thinking the same as each other that we just laugh. I expressed my concern that we may feel closer than we are because of the similar thoughts and we should be careful to not get "attached" prematurely. Michelle, who I put off because I was seeing my ex seriously (i thought) has gotten back a hold of me. I ran into this smoking beautiful woman named Georgia, who I knew when we were in high school found me on face book.. She was always soo amazingly beautifull I just assumed that she was WAY OUT OF MY LEAGUE. however, she contacted me and is showing interest in me that I never could have hoped for. It's been over 10 years, but she is still just amazingly hot, I think even more beautifull, but that she is even interested in me just makes it almost obscene. I need a cold shower. Finally my 3rd grade girl friend found me on facebook and we have been talking. I had to lose 2 gals to keep my relationship with my ex valid, now both of them are talking to me again. I have to say my depression is virtually totally gone. either the meds or the relaxation of knowing I have nothing to worry about. ok, sofia, heather, carley, georgia, kelly, michelle. I am really feeling good about myself again. I know that it sounds shallow from this post, and maybe I am, but I need companionship to share my life with someone and to help me stay on track. anyway I am not a sexual monster I am quite discreet and a one person only type of guy. I am still looking for my one perfect woman, who makes me feel like I am god, and who gets the same from me. I really like carley, and georgia, I will see how it goes and keep looking for my perfect partner. anyway that is my update! love much love everyone, and happiness Kevin.