ok. better late than never.
... before anyone says anything, I AM NOT that guy. I signed up on a "dating" site, seeing as how my last 2 (serious) girlfriends walked out and refused to give me an explination of why, and the people I meet "out at night" are really either horribly pathetic, or majorly whores. I decided I would try a different approach. I never considered the Internet as a place to meet "dates" except for real losers, so either I AM a real loser or the times have changed while i wasn't looking. Admittedly I have been out with 3 women who I met "real world" off and on. I was really begining to thing one of them would be a great person to get to know better. unfortunetly for 2 weeks we haven't seen each other. SHe wrote on my calendar "to text or call" every day, and when I said i can't wait to get april off, she said "oh no that goes for april too" which I don't mind. but I just have gotten bored of the "I'M busy butstill call me" crap. I don't want to hurt anyone and we aren't really attached, but I wouldn't mind if she was calling me. tomorrow I am NOT going to text. as far as the "others" well nothing memorable, or even mentionable. there are a few women on the "website" who seem fairly above average as far as interesting. One who I totally think is hott stuff, I finally talked to, and she seem amiable to perhaps getting to know me. I am only worried about Sofia. she seems VERY well bipolar?? she starts fights all the time and I finally had to confront her and she said I was too nice. I asked her why she thinks any man should treat her poorly and besically tried to force her to see that she doesnt deserve to be treated poorly. unfortunately I think she is "in love with me" now and we have never even met in person.. I really want to start to make it more of a "friendship" because I think she is an amazing woman, but i dont want a "relationship" with her... she continually points out that we are "just friends" but I think she doesn't believe it her self. so I guess I am up to my ears in "women trouble" but I will do my best to muddle through, and the ones who do not find me acceptable will fall away, I just hope whoever is left is amiable to what I want out of life. so. that is my redicules update. I hope to find that amazing woman I want to make my life.... whole. but I don't want to have more years of garbage relationships. so I guess I am more critically screening, but I really only have A WHOLE bunch of women friends.. not anything remotely resembeling a relationship right now,,..... which is really all I want A good relationship to make into a future............ ok.. thats all I will say for now. happy monday. K,.