Where am I going?
Aspects of my life are going forward with incredible results. I am so thankful to be where I am right now. There are many things I would like to change though. I find myself wondering what words I would take back if I could and whether I should take those words back. Alot of them were carefully thought out, but could be misinterpreted if they were read in the wrong frame of mind. Did I say those things or just think them?
I question many of the interpersonal relationships I have right now and judge myself by them. I am thrilled with some and heartbroken over others. The only thing that makes this easier right now is having work to concentrate on, but I am still left missing dear friends.
In other randomness, I have devised a way for humanity to advance through my slack. Thank you SETI@home, LHC@home and Einstein@home. Distributing information extrapolation over a wide area through use of a highly distributed network is fucking awesome. I feel good knowing I am assisting the scientific community through the analysis of signals from stars, gravity waves from neutron stars and pulsars, and the analysis of the data from the Large Hadron Collider at CERN.
I question many of the interpersonal relationships I have right now and judge myself by them. I am thrilled with some and heartbroken over others. The only thing that makes this easier right now is having work to concentrate on, but I am still left missing dear friends.
In other randomness, I have devised a way for humanity to advance through my slack. Thank you SETI@home, LHC@home and Einstein@home. Distributing information extrapolation over a wide area through use of a highly distributed network is fucking awesome. I feel good knowing I am assisting the scientific community through the analysis of signals from stars, gravity waves from neutron stars and pulsars, and the analysis of the data from the Large Hadron Collider at CERN.