i don't know what's going on...
Too many things ending, and not enough certainty.
I still haven't heard from BU. Which means............... I don't know. I'm still in my shitty 1 bdrm, with no kitchen and leaky faucets. I have an official leave date for the 'den, which is making me hyperventilate, because I don't know what's happening with my other job. And I'm ridiculously ungodly emotional lately, flllllliiiippping out over stupid things. Lynn has stopped scheduling Brady and I together in light of me being so experienced and so many newbies being on board. After he left tonight he sent me a text about our opposite schedules that said "i will miss it..." and that put me over the edge, following a completely wretched night............
I'm breaking down again. I'm Monk-style freaking out over insignificant issues. I am having such a difficult time letting go.
I still haven't heard from BU. Which means............... I don't know. I'm still in my shitty 1 bdrm, with no kitchen and leaky faucets. I have an official leave date for the 'den, which is making me hyperventilate, because I don't know what's happening with my other job. And I'm ridiculously ungodly emotional lately, flllllliiiippping out over stupid things. Lynn has stopped scheduling Brady and I together in light of me being so experienced and so many newbies being on board. After he left tonight he sent me a text about our opposite schedules that said "i will miss it..." and that put me over the edge, following a completely wretched night............
I'm breaking down again. I'm Monk-style freaking out over insignificant issues. I am having such a difficult time letting go.