as of late
Good things:
-Letting myself in early for my shift and sitting in an empty dim cafe listening to the Frames really loudly and sipping at my coffee
ps Once is beautiful and quite honestly makes me want to move to ireland and ask glen hansard to marry me.
-Apple slices with peanut butter
-Bags of new (used) clothes donated to my "aprille can never have too many clothes" fund
-Tiny little black kittens that wake you up by pressing their cold little wet noses on your face and squeaking
-Zucchini-gorgonzola soup that I MADE FROM FREAKING SCRATCH = me, winner.
-Sunny Sunday weather
-Me cutting up beets in the back for my salad, and Alex walking into the kitchen and saying randomly "Bears eat beets", knowing full well how ridiculously amazing that scene is (from the office, kids, if you don't know).
-Car-dancing to Ace of Base (SHUSH) and "you spin me right round baby right round like a record baby..." ;)
Things I just don't know what to do with:
-"Pending" still loudly empty on the third spot in my UCSD application
-Random guy I'm friends with at church starting to awkwardly flirt with me today = well, awkward.
-New lab job... where? when? how? / leaving the 'Den... ????? timing.
-BU application due Tuesday, not done. hunh.
-This frustrating feeling that relationship issues are huge, even though we're not dealing with them. In some ways I think that there's just a cycle and this is not going to change. And I'm not sure if I can be okay with that.
Listening to Rosie. My coffee cup is now empty, and Lynn, having disappeared 45 minutes ago with the promise of pizza, should be back soon. I feel partially anxious, just the not knowing. I'm getting restless again. I want a different coast and a fresh start.
-Letting myself in early for my shift and sitting in an empty dim cafe listening to the Frames really loudly and sipping at my coffee
ps Once is beautiful and quite honestly makes me want to move to ireland and ask glen hansard to marry me.
-Apple slices with peanut butter
-Bags of new (used) clothes donated to my "aprille can never have too many clothes" fund
-Tiny little black kittens that wake you up by pressing their cold little wet noses on your face and squeaking
-Zucchini-gorgonzola soup that I MADE FROM FREAKING SCRATCH = me, winner.
-Sunny Sunday weather
-Me cutting up beets in the back for my salad, and Alex walking into the kitchen and saying randomly "Bears eat beets", knowing full well how ridiculously amazing that scene is (from the office, kids, if you don't know).
-Car-dancing to Ace of Base (SHUSH) and "you spin me right round baby right round like a record baby..." ;)
Things I just don't know what to do with:
-"Pending" still loudly empty on the third spot in my UCSD application
-Random guy I'm friends with at church starting to awkwardly flirt with me today = well, awkward.
-New lab job... where? when? how? / leaving the 'Den... ????? timing.
-BU application due Tuesday, not done. hunh.
-This frustrating feeling that relationship issues are huge, even though we're not dealing with them. In some ways I think that there's just a cycle and this is not going to change. And I'm not sure if I can be okay with that.
Listening to Rosie. My coffee cup is now empty, and Lynn, having disappeared 45 minutes ago with the promise of pizza, should be back soon. I feel partially anxious, just the not knowing. I'm getting restless again. I want a different coast and a fresh start.