Aug 12, 2004 14:38
obviously it did *not* take this long to eat breakfast. raven and i got into another argument then spent an hour wrestling. she won because she cheated. and i'm more pregnant so i had to be careful. then the hospital called so we were off. We were told daddy was showing all the classic signs of depression and he should stay for observation and if not here then back in michigan. if you knew him like i do you would know how weird that sounded. daddy and depression were not a mixture i'd ever have imagined. I know like everyone of us he can be sad but depressed? was it chronic or manic i asked?
the phychiatrist said it was a "culmination of childhood abuse and years of truama through loss, and the sudden coming face to face with his mortality so intimately". bottom line? scared shitless and confused i say. tonight my sister and i tell him we are going to be moms. that should perk him up.