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So the vicious cycle of depression begins again.
I don't like having to change pills and dosage every couple of months to stay sane. It makes me weak, in body and mind.
Matt told me he thinks that I am making all this stuff up. That bi-polar isn't a real sickness and that I should just buck up and deal with stuff. I was furious with him. He also told me that "the other thing" I do is for attention. I tried to explain you don't do something from the time you are 8 till you are about 19 withouth getting caught for attention. We have an appointment with the doc so that maybe she can clear some things up for him.
I hate life right now!!
I don't like having to change pills and dosage every couple of months to stay sane. It makes me weak, in body and mind.
Matt told me he thinks that I am making all this stuff up. That bi-polar isn't a real sickness and that I should just buck up and deal with stuff. I was furious with him. He also told me that "the other thing" I do is for attention. I tried to explain you don't do something from the time you are 8 till you are about 19 withouth getting caught for attention. We have an appointment with the doc so that maybe she can clear some things up for him.
I hate life right now!!