Sep 28, 2006 16:54
I am a mess of emotion right now.
My boy is being mean to me for no reason. I don't know what the point of that would be except to get me to break up with him. I am really scared that we are falling apart. He and I falling apart means emotional break down shortly after. I don't know what to do with my life right now.
I feel like he is the only person in the world that finds me attractive anymore. I walk with my head down and I don't say hello anymore. I used to say hello to everyone. I used to take pride in my looks to an extent and now I just spit at them because i feel they are doing me no good!! I need a pick me up!!