Oct 12, 2005 22:03
I haven't written an entry for sooo freakin long..
oh where to begin.. I've been up to my eyeballs in band stuff.
and the sad part of it is is that I LOVE IT!
but practicing has been a bit depressing lately. I've always high expectations for myself and lately I've been hating my tone, the way I articulate, everything. I really hope it's my non-braces-ness... so I know that if I practice I can get my tone better by arizona..
ARIZONA!! I'm so excited! Especially for the ride there.. the bus rides are always so fun, especially when you have someone to shnuggle with :D.
I've been thinking of auditioning for Vanguard. I think it's funny cuz I'm totally contradicting my attitude towards my musicianship, thinking I actually have the chance to march beside those guys during audition camp. ... should I really go through the embarrassment?
It's only october and I'm already thinking about corps. I know I'm gonna miss marching band a lot after I graduate. I don't know where I'd be without it, to tell you honestly.
Senior pictures went alright... I really hope they did, anyway. Now that I got my braces off I'm starting to be a little more picky about the way I look (as I'm asking myself if that's possibly true). haha. oh well. ugly's ugly... just kidding! haha
well... yeah... I'm bored already. the internet is overrated. off to bed.
<3 Caitlin