the bitch forum
from now this is my way to vent. so fuck all the nay-sayers. your not my friends anyway. as a matter of fact i currently believe that there are no friends i can trust at this time. i have squandered them and avery thing else, so now, i am alone. i have lost everything that matters to me in the last week. no more can be said to me at this time, to try to console me. i am now single, homeless, and no more job at the shop. so right now my bleak outlook on life tells me that i will resort to retail hell to support me from now on, and be a looser sleeping on my mom's couch forever. i know i have ripped on people for simply using this as a place to bitch and so on. and i know that it is hypicriticalfor me to do this now, but like i said earlier, FUCK YOU. i am a hypocrit, you all know this. and i'm a liar, and a whore, and an ass-hole, and a this and a that, and so on, and so forth. you can all burn in hell with me because no matter how you try to justify yourselves, YOU ARE ALL JUST AS BAD OR WORSE THAN I. but then again whom am i to judge? but who are you to judge me iether? oh, wait, thats right, your perfect. your the ones that are always right, and you don't live in glass houses, so you can throw all the stones you want. just wait. they add up, all those stones. soon you will burry yourself. and no one will be able to or for that matter, want to hear your cries. and then, you will know how it feals. and when that day comes, and you are choking, and suffocating, strugling to grasp on tho what exaclty has happened, i will hold the only hand that can help you just out of reach. and watch you slowly sink into your pile of lies, deciept, and self hate.