its saturday. april 1st.

[skellyhorror]

wow just got home from work. i feel like im working seans shift. lol. tonight was so horrible at work. my new hire is so useless. his dad is a supervisor i found out so he lazy's around all the time. we had a late plane, had to go through every bag and seperate the saturday's from next day. then we had to count each individual letter...then help posi's with holdover cans.

i dyed my hair purple again and bought a whole new awesome outfit for today and tonight. ill have to take a picture and post it.

todays the date, im trying not to think about what couldve been. only that its saturday and im getting ready to sleep. after talking to sean last night i feel that im really going to be okay. yeah i still miss him alot but the everyday crying has stopped, and that for me is good.if i just keep focusing on getting this apt.im sure ill be okay. i still want to talk to him cause im so used to seeing him everyday and waking up next to him. i think out of all the things i miss the most it would be waking up next to him. i know i probably shouldnt try to communicate with him today for it might be akward, but i dont know.

well my check this week was pretty good and with 2 hours overtime tonight the check should be even better next week.