killing myself...
so today is third day of no sleep and too much caffeine stimulants. cried when i was trying to explain my piece in crit today. the piece didnt go over well at all. im at the point where im frustrated and angry which is not making me think clearly on what i want to do with my pieces. i have no ideas as of right now and this feeling the piece out does not help me at all. im a thinker and i need to plan all this out and then put the piece together. whatever im not concerning with it right now. im going to smash up the piece i just did. just because. i get stuck every so often and nobody can really help me or give me the answers i need so im just going to have to wait until i can make the answers myself. *sigh*
not going to work tonight. they fucked me last night and plus there is no way that i can function for another 5 hours. i cant. my body wont let me and my mind and emotions are playing tricks on me. thats one bad thing about being up for so long with no sleep. every little thing sets me off emotionally. i cant help it or prevent it. i just have to ride with it.
not going to work tonight. they fucked me last night and plus there is no way that i can function for another 5 hours. i cant. my body wont let me and my mind and emotions are playing tricks on me. thats one bad thing about being up for so long with no sleep. every little thing sets me off emotionally. i cant help it or prevent it. i just have to ride with it.