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so basically i'm having the time of my fucking life.
seriously.
the 19th was the longest fucking day of my life.
actually wait, the last month has been the longest.
i hate waiting, i really do. you get this anxious feeling in your stomach
you get all tense, and restless-
i just.. was so relieved i couldve passed out in his arms at the airport.
he had his back towards me and i jumped on him :D
hahaha i got goosebumps thinking about it.
.... I'm just so incredibly happy. What more could I say? or what couldn't I say really...
The next night we went to the seaside. My second time being there..
We went with Russell and his girlfriend Jenna and they were walking in the water and stuff so we went off by ourselves.
It was dark and kinda cold so we huddled close and then he kinda got a little tense.. like, really excited and I couldn't figure out why.
Then he moved in front of me and was like, you know I really love you and I want to take it to the next level.
Then he pulled out a small box.
Oh my God, the second I saw it I was just gone. I started crying and he said Bianca will you marry me and I just was sobbing.
God, we're such a cliche romance flick, lmao.
Obviously, I said yes (repeatedly).
I called my mom about half hour later. She was like, Oh congratulations. I guess I have to like him now huh.
I also told my biological father and my brother Carlos and my 'father' was like, Is that the truth? I was like um why would I lie about something like that. Carlos was surprised but he wished us the best... It's a start. I just wish I could tell my stepdad myself that I'm engaged but... he hasn't called anyone for a week and a half so everyone's kinda scared...
It's fucken 6 in the morning. I should NOT be even the slightest bit concious.
Beddy bye!
seriously.
the 19th was the longest fucking day of my life.
actually wait, the last month has been the longest.
i hate waiting, i really do. you get this anxious feeling in your stomach
you get all tense, and restless-
i just.. was so relieved i couldve passed out in his arms at the airport.
he had his back towards me and i jumped on him :D
hahaha i got goosebumps thinking about it.
.... I'm just so incredibly happy. What more could I say? or what couldn't I say really...
The next night we went to the seaside. My second time being there..
We went with Russell and his girlfriend Jenna and they were walking in the water and stuff so we went off by ourselves.
It was dark and kinda cold so we huddled close and then he kinda got a little tense.. like, really excited and I couldn't figure out why.
Then he moved in front of me and was like, you know I really love you and I want to take it to the next level.
Then he pulled out a small box.
Oh my God, the second I saw it I was just gone. I started crying and he said Bianca will you marry me and I just was sobbing.
God, we're such a cliche romance flick, lmao.
Obviously, I said yes (repeatedly).
I called my mom about half hour later. She was like, Oh congratulations. I guess I have to like him now huh.
I also told my biological father and my brother Carlos and my 'father' was like, Is that the truth? I was like um why would I lie about something like that. Carlos was surprised but he wished us the best... It's a start. I just wish I could tell my stepdad myself that I'm engaged but... he hasn't called anyone for a week and a half so everyone's kinda scared...
It's fucken 6 in the morning. I should NOT be even the slightest bit concious.
Beddy bye!