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.:.i had a really weird dream last night(i've been having alot but this one stayed with me). the only part i remember is being at work and one of my clients grabbed my forearms really tight and started to shake me and i kept telling him to stop and in between that, telling another staff to call 911(we don't do any physical restraing at our program), but she just kept sitting there watching what was going on and didn't do anything to help or stop what was going on. it was weir and scary and not cool. i really hope it doesn't happen in real life...
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.:.patrick and becca are leaving tomorrow. like, i know this, and its been one of the main things on my mind(inducing TONS of stress) but it hadn't really HIT me till laast night in therapy and i almost started crying. but my stubborn self wouldn't let me. i started to after i dropped the heavy remote on my head last night getting ready for bed(it hurt, but not that much but matthew stopped me. tonight is pats last show and everyone and their mother is here to say goodbye to them. which is WICKED nice..but i know is going to make it A WHOLE BUNCH harder for me. not their fault. when patrick moved out of our parents house(the first time) i was so upset that i slept on his boxspring(he took his mattress)...HE MOVED 10 MINS AWAY...AND I WAS 15!!! now what am i going to do? i guess just get really really wasted tonight and deal with it later...yeah, that sounds healthy...
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.:.patrick and becca are leaving tomorrow. like, i know this, and its been one of the main things on my mind(inducing TONS of stress) but it hadn't really HIT me till laast night in therapy and i almost started crying. but my stubborn self wouldn't let me. i started to after i dropped the heavy remote on my head last night getting ready for bed(it hurt, but not that much but matthew stopped me. tonight is pats last show and everyone and their mother is here to say goodbye to them. which is WICKED nice..but i know is going to make it A WHOLE BUNCH harder for me. not their fault. when patrick moved out of our parents house(the first time) i was so upset that i slept on his boxspring(he took his mattress)...HE MOVED 10 MINS AWAY...AND I WAS 15!!! now what am i going to do? i guess just get really really wasted tonight and deal with it later...yeah, that sounds healthy...