Nerves & Complete Chaos.
I didn't really feel like posting this on Tumblr. It's more the ambiguous crap place of posting for me.
I think I just need to get off my chest how UTTERLY UPREPARED AND TERRIFIED I am about going to university in a few weeks. I have no idea when I start, what I'm doing, where I'm doing it, what my name is. I've spent the morning feeling my way around SUSSED, almost in the dark trying to work everything out. I've only just descovered my email as well, how prattish is that? I've got mail in there from mid-August. PAH.
I have managed to pick my modules for Semester 2 though! For History, I don't think I have any optional ones for English. (AGAIN, I DO NOT KNOW!) So, I've gone with Emperor Constantine the Great and Ethnicity in the American City. Both of which I'm quite interested in, so I hope I get a spot. :S The way I feel currently, I feel like I'm way in over my head. I don't think I'm intelligent enough to do this. A week a go I was so excited and now I want to curl into a ball and pretend it's not happening. I need a smack in the face.
ARGHGHGHG.
In other news, I'm thinking of starting a wordpress for my poetry. I haven't written anything recently, but I need somewhere to write that's not some stupid blog that no one ever reads. (If you do read it then I will cherish you.)
I'm going to go sink myself into High Fidelity and eat something.
I think I just need to get off my chest how UTTERLY UPREPARED AND TERRIFIED I am about going to university in a few weeks. I have no idea when I start, what I'm doing, where I'm doing it, what my name is. I've spent the morning feeling my way around SUSSED, almost in the dark trying to work everything out. I've only just descovered my email as well, how prattish is that? I've got mail in there from mid-August. PAH.
I have managed to pick my modules for Semester 2 though! For History, I don't think I have any optional ones for English. (AGAIN, I DO NOT KNOW!) So, I've gone with Emperor Constantine the Great and Ethnicity in the American City. Both of which I'm quite interested in, so I hope I get a spot. :S The way I feel currently, I feel like I'm way in over my head. I don't think I'm intelligent enough to do this. A week a go I was so excited and now I want to curl into a ball and pretend it's not happening. I need a smack in the face.
ARGHGHGHG.
In other news, I'm thinking of starting a wordpress for my poetry. I haven't written anything recently, but I need somewhere to write that's not some stupid blog that no one ever reads. (If you do read it then I will cherish you.)
I'm going to go sink myself into High Fidelity and eat something.