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It would seem that every now and again, fate decides to piss about once again. I say 'fate' when I perhaps mean the selfish, unthinking actions of a person and how they create a domino affect on the people closest to them. In the instance that I am refering to, I must express my absolute exasperation over a particular arsehole who cannot seen to just leave things alone. I've never known someone to piss off three girls in one night in quite the same unhinged manner.
First of all, I really do put my faith into someone knocking you the fuck out. You obviously need it because whatever trainwreck you're hoping to get on is dwindling fast and you're just slipping into a general state of self-loathing patheticness. So yes, I hope someone thumps you monstrously with I don't know, a large living room lamp or perhaps a disgusting old toilet seat. Just something to make you stop being a royal cunt.
I'd really appreciate it, Ed, if you fucked off from my life. I don't want some half mumbled apology because you feel oblidged to. I don't want shitty Hello Kitty DVDs like that's going to make everything okay. Nothing will make this okay, you got your wish to irreparably screw someone else up because you can't have Emily. It's been a year, get the fuck over it. When I said that we'd be okay one day, I was clearly mistaken.
A quick Rec' for you: -
Kiss & Tell by SunshineDaisies0821 - This is a multi-chaptered fic' of which I'm about half way through. It's awesome though, and I've been making plans to write my own about the story of James and Lily. It starts from 4th Year and immediately sets them together, but, being JaLily, they have their kafuffles. <3