Feb 27, 2007 22:56
I feel gross
I feel disgusting
I am so utterly grossed out by my body right now, inside and out
I feel like I have gained so much weight within the past couple months and that my stomach won't stop growing
I feel ugly
I never get compliments like I used to
my ego used to be constintly fed every minute of the day and now it has withered away into nothing
my self esteem seems to be lowering by the day
and it's not just looks
I feel unhealthy
like I never exercise
all I do is have sex, eat, sleep and sit
I used to be so confident and comfertable the way I felt and looked
now I just feel like I need a drastic change of appearance and health