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Searching and experimenting with time, and learning to balancing it.
Between running a fairly smooth semi organized, not always clean house hold, my child, school, home work and any number of other things that NEED to be accomplished, I am definitely still working.
and finding grace for myself, this is transition, this is when perhaps it takes a few more days then planned to get through the pile of dishes from the big random dinner party on the weekend. This is the time that you learn that you can't do NO homework on the weekend, that at the very least an hour of reading must be done per day. This is a time of prioritizing.
It's amazing how much time is takes to keep food on the shelves and then preparing it and then actually taking the time to sit down together to eat it. I for one am thankful for smoothies in the morning, Filling, fast and scrumptious. And don't forget the lunches made the night before in order to save monies, ugh and all the dishes. *Sigh*
And grace for myself, grace and love and knowing that if this is all I ever do with my life, make lunches give kisses, wash scrapped knees-that this is enough and it is a ton. It is the best, most exhausting least appreciated job.
And AND if that all wasn't enough, I find myself someone who needs! NEEDS to create, or at least write about how I wish I had the energy at the end of the day to spend a few minuets doing simething for my soul.
I am trying to do yoga every other day, in the morning. I'm starting to think I should get up crazy early before anone else and do it as I am on day five without doing it and my body and mind is longing, once again for it. And some meditation to keep the peace.
Life-struggling along, learning to be human.
Loving the journey and knowing I am never alone
"Whenever you find a lover on a bed of pain
You find the beloved right by his bedside"
-Rumi, you master of love of the Divine.
breath.
breath.
long and deep
Between running a fairly smooth semi organized, not always clean house hold, my child, school, home work and any number of other things that NEED to be accomplished, I am definitely still working.
and finding grace for myself, this is transition, this is when perhaps it takes a few more days then planned to get through the pile of dishes from the big random dinner party on the weekend. This is the time that you learn that you can't do NO homework on the weekend, that at the very least an hour of reading must be done per day. This is a time of prioritizing.
It's amazing how much time is takes to keep food on the shelves and then preparing it and then actually taking the time to sit down together to eat it. I for one am thankful for smoothies in the morning, Filling, fast and scrumptious. And don't forget the lunches made the night before in order to save monies, ugh and all the dishes. *Sigh*
And grace for myself, grace and love and knowing that if this is all I ever do with my life, make lunches give kisses, wash scrapped knees-that this is enough and it is a ton. It is the best, most exhausting least appreciated job.
And AND if that all wasn't enough, I find myself someone who needs! NEEDS to create, or at least write about how I wish I had the energy at the end of the day to spend a few minuets doing simething for my soul.
I am trying to do yoga every other day, in the morning. I'm starting to think I should get up crazy early before anone else and do it as I am on day five without doing it and my body and mind is longing, once again for it. And some meditation to keep the peace.
Life-struggling along, learning to be human.
Loving the journey and knowing I am never alone
"Whenever you find a lover on a bed of pain
You find the beloved right by his bedside"
-Rumi, you master of love of the Divine.
breath.
breath.
long and deep