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Today in french 5, my teacher made us play a game, it was a how well do you know your classmate type of thing. She paired us up, we only have 6 people in our class, 3 boys, 3 girls, so it works out. It's meant to be paired boy/girl, because it is originally called the 'newlywed game'. I got paired with the guy I like. Yay. So you have to speak in french for 5 min, try to get to know as much as you can about the person, then the guys left the room, while the girls answered questions about themselves. The guys came back in and had to guess the answer the girl put down. And then vice versa. This one question said, How do you think your classmate would describe you? And I put indescisive, because I didn't know what my favorite color was, or what my favorite group was, we basically talked about him, because everytime he asked me something, I was like uhh, I don't know.
Anyways, You guys know what he said?
He said perfect.
That almost made me happy until I remembered he has a girlfriend whom he worships. Also, I don't think he meant it that way. That's just my stupid wishful side thinking that. He just didn't want to be mean and say something like fat, so he said the opposite. I doubt he meant it.
But anyways, we ended up winning the game by one point.
That was my event for the day.
I attempted to fast, but I just suck at everything, so I didn't of course. I'm fat. My stomach is gross and pudgy.
I got new clothes yesterday thought. I wished I was skinny thought because then they might actually look good on me. Anyways, I'll post pics of me in them later. Probably when I've had my period because right now I'm bloated like a balloon, and eating like crazy. That's what I do before PMSing. It sucks!
Thankfully, I'm still 116.0 pounds. I hope to get to 110 by November 15th, and 105 by December 31st. I'm giving myself plenty of time. Hopefully.
Anyways, You guys know what he said?
He said perfect.
That almost made me happy until I remembered he has a girlfriend whom he worships. Also, I don't think he meant it that way. That's just my stupid wishful side thinking that. He just didn't want to be mean and say something like fat, so he said the opposite. I doubt he meant it.
But anyways, we ended up winning the game by one point.
That was my event for the day.
I attempted to fast, but I just suck at everything, so I didn't of course. I'm fat. My stomach is gross and pudgy.
I got new clothes yesterday thought. I wished I was skinny thought because then they might actually look good on me. Anyways, I'll post pics of me in them later. Probably when I've had my period because right now I'm bloated like a balloon, and eating like crazy. That's what I do before PMSing. It sucks!
Thankfully, I'm still 116.0 pounds. I hope to get to 110 by November 15th, and 105 by December 31st. I'm giving myself plenty of time. Hopefully.