Aug 26, 2005 17:53
::I'M HOME BITCHEZ::
Hello hello hello eveyone... How excited are you all that i'm home??
I had an awesome time in GREECE with mah fam. I waaaaas really excited to be home...buuut i haven't seen my "girls" since i've been home and it SUCKS ball-sac. Cal and Megs are the only ones i've seen and it just feels like shit to feel like you aren't close to the five people you call your BEST FRIENDS. Jen i know that you're the only one that can read this cause kel and jess don't have LJ.....but i missed you guys sooo much and i come home hearing that eveyones talking shit and supposibly not getting along??? I don't know what happened when i was gone, but what the hell. Kel's mad at me i guess cause i said that i don't even know jess anymore?? Well i kinda don't. I mean i never see her like i used to and it sucks alot. I tried callin kelli a couple times...but she didn't call me back.....and me and you aren't hanging out. Annnd Cutshaw told me that my "good" friends were telling him that I was hooking up with Ethan. ONE: i haven't talked to you guys and told you that...sooo why would anything be said.....Two: i hung out with him twice...sooo that means that i'm screwing him right??? I wish that someone would call me and ask me things before i am accused of anything. I actually told him today when he called me and said that to me that i didn't really consider us friends anymore cause we havent hung out or even really talked. As hard as it was to say that and how much it sucks...thats how i feel. I wish you guys would at least tell me that you don't wanna chill or anything so that i know...instead of cal calling you guys and no one answers their phones. I do love you guys.....shit how many other entries have i said that.......THIS SUCKS
:::::::::skeez::::::::