please V'
First off V' I wasnt completely agreeing with him. The only thing I agreed with was the fact that its really just hurting me to stay like this I need to keep my self distracted from the whole ordeal! It will always be in my mind but as long as I try not to let it get to me. I think it will be ok. I still have deep feelings for her, its just mabey we do need this for a while.. as much as I HATE to see, and say it. I just want her to be happy. V' how Spencer said it was a litle rude but you as well as I know thats just him. so I dont take it seriously... You have been extretmy supportive of me and I really appreciact you as a friend, and I really dont want you to be mad/upset/angry/pissed at me. please???!!!... PS It still really irritates me to see them together. I actually got really pissed off yesterday when I saw him laying on her. I was really close to going and beating the shit out of him. But that wouldnt help at all. Paul schroeder saw me and new I was pissed off, so he took me and calmed me down. But every time I see him I start to get angry.