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yesterday was, for lack of a better word, amazing. luke and i spent the day in san diego. i got to meet some of his friends and he referred to me as his girlfriend. it was nice. plus he spent the day kissing me and holding my hand and being super sweet. from time to time though i feel really bad about being so happy. lately i have been dealing with these polar opposites, where either i'm mega happy to be with luke or i'm worried and upset about my dad. friday he had me help him get his affairs in order because he knows he's dying. he's become immobile and his body aches all the time and i have no way of helping. i can't begin to describe how frustrating this is.