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So instead of going to the beach I stayed home and practiced piano..... then I got bored of practicing piano because that's all I do, all the time.... so I went online but no one was really on... so I went to a bunch of sites.... then I got dressed up and went to start recording.... man is this place NICE!!!!! Very very messy!!!! BUT REALLY nice equipment..... I sung through a 4,000 dollar microphone.... anyways my demo won't be done in time to sell them at Alex's house show which makes me sad.... the reason why is because Mr. May... the guy who's recording me... says that the guy who comes on the weekends is really really good at recording and mastering.... and I should wait until he comes..... so yea...... but I did learn that I need to work on my phrasing.... the reason why my phrasing is so F****d up is because my breathing is horrible!!! I panic because i'm like... where do I breath? WHERE DO I BREATH???? and then bam I take a breath in the middle of a phrase and try to play it of like it's part of the song.... and people have fallen for it live... but you just can't fool recording technicians can you? Anyways... I got a copy of my new song "Laughter" and i'm going to listen to it so I can really make it nice and then have a redo at the studio. So anyways after that it was like 7:00 and I was like hey I want to go out tonight....
so I came home and went online... and Justin's away message was "work work work, is dat all i'm good 4:-P Target next 2 da mall, come visit me and make my day" So I was like i'm going to make his day... and I went to go visit him... and he looked happy... until his boss freaked out 15 minutes later.... and I felt horrible... I still feel bad.. because I got him in trouble... but ironically he quit and his last day is this monday... and when I asked if I was any trouble he said. "What are they going to do? fire me?" so yea I still feel really bad because I got him in trouble.
so then I leave target... it's 8 something and I was like damn I want some food, because when I record or have a performance or pretty much do anything important involving voice... I don't eat... and if I really need to eat... fruits and easily digestible meats.... and then after i've done what I need to do i'm pretty hungry and I reward myself with something baaaad.... so I went to the mall last thirty minutes it was opened and I was surprised..... now I know what lonely guys do on wensday nights hahaha. There were so many boys there the last thirty minutes!! They were all in little clicks and it was the most humorous thing i've seen in a while.... so anyways... I inhale a whopper and than hop into my car.... I call up Levi and he was being a bastard because I guess he's pissed because I haven't talked to him in a week... I'm not dating him or anything er.. so why do I have to call him everyday? So anyways I wanted to go see him but no...... he was just an angry angry boy... and then we hung up and I said well I sure as hell am not going to my house.... so I went to mcdonalds...
I drove around to make sure bonnie wasn't in there because she like hates me... and i'm always afraid she's going to do something like spit in my food or something.... so I don't see her so I park in the lot and then guess who I park beside.... Bonnie... and i'm all scared because it's not my food that's in danger..... it's my car.... I get out and she's like Hi shannon.. and i'm scared so I say hi under my breath.. and I go inside and I look out the window...... I hope to god they didn't do anything to my car.... so I get some ice cream and I go out into the parking lot.... and Bonnie started talking to me... and she asked me if I like my car..... and I said yes... did you do anything to it....? and she goes no why would I do something to it.....? and I said because you hate me.. and that's your style... and she said she didn't hate me and she wouldn't do something like that.... but I think it was a lie....
Then I finally came home.... and I am dead tired.. and... er I won't finish that haha.
so I came home and went online... and Justin's away message was "work work work, is dat all i'm good 4:-P Target next 2 da mall, come visit me and make my day" So I was like i'm going to make his day... and I went to go visit him... and he looked happy... until his boss freaked out 15 minutes later.... and I felt horrible... I still feel bad.. because I got him in trouble... but ironically he quit and his last day is this monday... and when I asked if I was any trouble he said. "What are they going to do? fire me?" so yea I still feel really bad because I got him in trouble.
so then I leave target... it's 8 something and I was like damn I want some food, because when I record or have a performance or pretty much do anything important involving voice... I don't eat... and if I really need to eat... fruits and easily digestible meats.... and then after i've done what I need to do i'm pretty hungry and I reward myself with something baaaad.... so I went to the mall last thirty minutes it was opened and I was surprised..... now I know what lonely guys do on wensday nights hahaha. There were so many boys there the last thirty minutes!! They were all in little clicks and it was the most humorous thing i've seen in a while.... so anyways... I inhale a whopper and than hop into my car.... I call up Levi and he was being a bastard because I guess he's pissed because I haven't talked to him in a week... I'm not dating him or anything er.. so why do I have to call him everyday? So anyways I wanted to go see him but no...... he was just an angry angry boy... and then we hung up and I said well I sure as hell am not going to my house.... so I went to mcdonalds...
I drove around to make sure bonnie wasn't in there because she like hates me... and i'm always afraid she's going to do something like spit in my food or something.... so I don't see her so I park in the lot and then guess who I park beside.... Bonnie... and i'm all scared because it's not my food that's in danger..... it's my car.... I get out and she's like Hi shannon.. and i'm scared so I say hi under my breath.. and I go inside and I look out the window...... I hope to god they didn't do anything to my car.... so I get some ice cream and I go out into the parking lot.... and Bonnie started talking to me... and she asked me if I like my car..... and I said yes... did you do anything to it....? and she goes no why would I do something to it.....? and I said because you hate me.. and that's your style... and she said she didn't hate me and she wouldn't do something like that.... but I think it was a lie....
Then I finally came home.... and I am dead tired.. and... er I won't finish that haha.