"is she really going out with him?"
You ever see that show? It makes me sick. Guys are such scum. Though, it got me thinking.
I dislike the fact that I can help people with their relationship problems, but when it comes to mine, I'm clueless.
I still wish Justin was that boy that I first met. But he's not, and he's never going to be again.
Relationships can't be one sided,there can't be any over jealousy or control issues.. That's why they don't work.
I want to go back in time, but I can't. I want to change, but I can't. I want him to change, but he can't.
At this point I feel hopeless and doubtful that this will ever get better or ever work out.
In a way I HATE the fact that I can't even picture myself with anyone else but him. There's so many times I just want to give up and walk away, but I just can't.
All I want is change. I just want him to be nicer again.. I want him to be the boy that liked going on long drives and laughing when I screamed about him going over the speed limit instead of yelling.. I want him to be the boy that likes going out and doing things even if it was nothing.. The boy that blasted Charlie Brown around christmas and secretly loved it.. The boy who liked slushies and having bonfires on his deck even if it was the middle of summer.. The boy who found more fun just being around drunk people than actually being one himself.. The boy who respected me, and thought I was the cutest thing in the world.. The boy who always wanted me around.
Idk where I'm going with this. Wishful thinking, Rachel.
Whatever.
Rantrant ventvent blahblahblah.
I dislike the fact that I can help people with their relationship problems, but when it comes to mine, I'm clueless.
I still wish Justin was that boy that I first met. But he's not, and he's never going to be again.
Relationships can't be one sided,there can't be any over jealousy or control issues.. That's why they don't work.
I want to go back in time, but I can't. I want to change, but I can't. I want him to change, but he can't.
At this point I feel hopeless and doubtful that this will ever get better or ever work out.
In a way I HATE the fact that I can't even picture myself with anyone else but him. There's so many times I just want to give up and walk away, but I just can't.
All I want is change. I just want him to be nicer again.. I want him to be the boy that liked going on long drives and laughing when I screamed about him going over the speed limit instead of yelling.. I want him to be the boy that likes going out and doing things even if it was nothing.. The boy that blasted Charlie Brown around christmas and secretly loved it.. The boy who liked slushies and having bonfires on his deck even if it was the middle of summer.. The boy who found more fun just being around drunk people than actually being one himself.. The boy who respected me, and thought I was the cutest thing in the world.. The boy who always wanted me around.
Idk where I'm going with this. Wishful thinking, Rachel.
Whatever.
Rantrant ventvent blahblahblah.