Feb 14, 2005 18:25
hmm.. today was v-day.. sucked.. just like every other day.. heh.. skool was gay.. last night was gay.. o.. btw.. i hate being 16.. hormones.. urges.. its all gay.. I cant wait till i'm like.. 25.. and starting to settle down. I feel like i'm letting everyone down. Me and ash.. Psh.. who knows whats going on with her and I (me) ms. Philips which do i use! Anyway.. And then Anna.. what a great girl.. Spend like.. 2 3 months with her this summer.. probably every summer memory i have.. she is in it.. Next summer, who knows who it will be that ill have an awsome time with. And Asia.. psh.. met her what.. 2? 3? years ago this xmas.. Ever since that day, we have been super close. And when i was like... 14 all i could think about was her.. and now.. who knows what to think.. Anyway.. I guess my point to all this is that if any of u are my frineds.. and i hurt u.. i'm sorry.. and i'm going to take the.. "im just a stupid teenager" alabi... /sigh.. i hate.. being me? i'm a teenager.. i'm spose to make mistakes.. y do i feel sooo horrible about it all.. anyway.. i guess IM me later.. peace..