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meh.. today was ok.. opin mic night was cool.. jake was awsome.. and KKO was f'ing awsome.. but.. idk.. it sucked at the same time.. cuz everyone had a gf.. jared was all over Sarah.. jake and sweeny were together.. and i just satt here.. i hate not having a gf.. i hate it so much.. i feel so.. alone.. and its not like i'm a horrable guy.. i mean.. i know i am.. but i can be an ok guy.. i mean.. i cant wait to have a gf to get flowers for.. just for no reason.. but it would be really weird if i did that to some girl now.. u cant do it to someone thats not your gf.. and there isnt a single girl here i like.. no one.. and it sux.. i have no one to get my mind off of.. everything.. i have like.. no one to make me happy.. just.. friends.. like ashley.. me and here are just friends.. i guess.. if were even that.. and sweeny.. were friends.. well never be more.. and i hope well never be less.. i cant find anyone to just.. hang out with.. to make me feel loved.. i hate it.. /sigh.. some day.. some day ill have a girl to get flowers for.. some day ill have a girl to.. take out on dates.. some day..... =/