Jul 07, 2005 15:33
Ok. I'm not mad at anyone.
I dont understand what's going on, and I'm taking on more than I can handle. And I dunno. I hate it. Plus I'm at work when half this shit happens. It's like why can't this happen any other day when I have the time to deal with it!!
I wanna do something before my surgery...Which is on tuestday :-\ ...I got no plans this weekend. So I think I'll just put my pay check in the bank and just chillllll in my new bedroom with all new furnature :o)
I wish my friends wanted to hang out with me this summer. So this kinda sucks. Plus I'm gonna be all alone after my surgery. So whatever. Someone can start playing the sympathy violin anytime now, haha, jkjk. But I dunno. I miss my orono friends..They were always there for me... :o(
But whaaaaaaatever. I guess it's my fault. I don't drink. I don't party. I don't do that shit. I wish I could change though...I'm effing tired too. So idk what I'm saying right now. Oh well, it's all gully.
*Jade*
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