When you left, I lost a part of me, It's just so hard to believe
Well today officially sucked.
I had that meeting with the surgeon at 9am...Left at 8:30, got there at 8:45....Met with the doctor...And man...I wasn't expecting what he told me.
I almost started crying.
I have Osgood-Shlotters disease, bone marrow swelling, a bone bruise (which is like a fracture that didnt happen), tendonitis, like rotting cartilage under the knee cap, and some thing thats like patella something pain syndrome...It's stressing me out, honestly...Oh and did I mention this is in the knee that I didn't injure?!
I go back to see him in June, and he was irritating me cause he was all beating around the bush, and I was like can you please just tell me how I'm going to end up? and he was like well I don't like to push people right in the operating room and i was like well i know that but id like an answer, and he was like all i can say now is that its more than likely its all going to end in an operation...and he was like continue PT (in which i started crying in yesterday let me mind you), keep icing it, and all that crap he said and im so PMSing and was like I've been doing all of that crap! I just want to get better and back on the hardwood! and he was like, like i told u, its more than likely going to end in an operation...
So it just sucks, and i didnt go back to school...I came home. and slept.
-Jade-