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Well, it seems at this point in time like a return post only makes things awkward. I feel like I up and abandoned livejournal and started living completely blog free, away from the shackles that kept me refreshing the page for what was probably hours at a time, waiting for comments, a new post..something to keep me restarting the cycle. I told myself that my livejournal was something I should probably stop, since it managed to broadcast my ridiculously ridiculous(not in the thats ridiculous!sense, the ...why'd she bother to say that?sense)social scene.
And it took a while, but then other people dropped off too. Once I left, it seemed like everyone stopped commenting, and then people stopped posting because no one was commenting, and obviously feedback is the only reason any of us truly had this in the first place.
Livejournal never told me something I didn't know.. I mean, unless we're talking meme's and then of course I didn't know my superhero name or what alcohol drink I was. But I found out, and I stayed current, and it was a way for people who weren't always around to kind of stay superficially involved. Or something.
And now I have no idea where everyone is.
I also have no idea what everyone is listening to, but I know i'm awfully tired of what I'm listening to.
I also no longer know anyone's moods.
Cmon. I used to know this. And I used to know why.
Ok but seriously cutting the crap. We've all had a year or two off, and I think that's plenty of time. I know that this is a crap entry, but its like explaining myself to the girl I left at the altar that it was really hard to leave but I had to and now i'm back and if I could have one more chance I promise I'll change the colors from pink and put up a new picture and change stuff. I'm a new person. I have a few days of my teenage life left, but I think I want to hang on to lifejournal and keep posting stupid crap that I know people read even though they don't comment to.
And so it'd be cool if some other people wanted to do the same thing.
I know I messed up, but I really want livejournal back, because it was always cooler than xanga, and cooler than myspace and facebook was just a rebound girl, I promise it meant nothing.
There
That's all I have to say, and I feel much better.
And it took a while, but then other people dropped off too. Once I left, it seemed like everyone stopped commenting, and then people stopped posting because no one was commenting, and obviously feedback is the only reason any of us truly had this in the first place.
Livejournal never told me something I didn't know.. I mean, unless we're talking meme's and then of course I didn't know my superhero name or what alcohol drink I was. But I found out, and I stayed current, and it was a way for people who weren't always around to kind of stay superficially involved. Or something.
And now I have no idea where everyone is.
I also have no idea what everyone is listening to, but I know i'm awfully tired of what I'm listening to.
I also no longer know anyone's moods.
Cmon. I used to know this. And I used to know why.
Ok but seriously cutting the crap. We've all had a year or two off, and I think that's plenty of time. I know that this is a crap entry, but its like explaining myself to the girl I left at the altar that it was really hard to leave but I had to and now i'm back and if I could have one more chance I promise I'll change the colors from pink and put up a new picture and change stuff. I'm a new person. I have a few days of my teenage life left, but I think I want to hang on to lifejournal and keep posting stupid crap that I know people read even though they don't comment to.
And so it'd be cool if some other people wanted to do the same thing.
I know I messed up, but I really want livejournal back, because it was always cooler than xanga, and cooler than myspace and facebook was just a rebound girl, I promise it meant nothing.
There
That's all I have to say, and I feel much better.