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Man, I had a lot of fun tonight, but I realized something for the first time. I've been thinking so much about how fun it will be to go to Boston for the summer, and then moving on to college. I never really thought how much I would miss just getting together with my friends and hanging out. I'm starting to think about the things I could of done, and what I am now regretting. I've been so excited at what I might be doing, but the future can be a scary thing. Sometimes I wish things could just be different, and I don't know what to do about it. And as predicted, hanging out with couples all the time and finding yourself sitting next to no one isn't exactly the best feeling in the world. I don't know which I want more, the future or the past. It sucks to have to leave the people you've known for your entire life. I really don't want to click the "update journal" button, cuz I'm sure you really don't wanna hear this, but i have to get it off my chest...sorry