(no subject)
love I get so lost, sometimes
days pass and this emptiness fills my heart
when I want to run away
I drive off in my car
but whichever way I go
I come back to the place you are
all my instincts, they return
and the grand facade, so soon will burn
without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside
in your eyes
the light the heat
in your eyes
I am complete
in your eyes
I see the doorway to a thousand churches
in your eyes
the resolution of all the fruitless searches
in your eyes
I see the light and the heat
in your eyes
oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light
the heat I see in your eyes
love, I don't like to see so much pain
so much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away
I get so tired of working so hard for our survival
I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive
and all my instincts, they return
and the grand facade, so soon will burn
without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside
in your eyes
the light the heat
in your eyes
I am complete
in your eyes
I see the doorway to a thousand churches
in your eyes
the resolution of all the fruitless searches
in your eyes
I see the light and the heat
in your eyes
oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light,
the heat I see in your eyes
in your eyes in your eyes
in your eyes in your eyes
in your eyes in your eyes
I wish I had a stereo so I could go play this outside Matt's window and we wouldnt be fighting anymore.
He would see that this whole thing is stupid.
Then he would call me and tell me that it's okay.
Then we would be happy and we would play Zelda all night.
But that's not how it is.
Because I'm too stubborn and won't call him because i'm trying to prove my point.
And it just goes to show that he is too stubborn to call me too.
Next time I won't demand him to hang up.
Fights = death.
Fights while sick = even worse nasal congestion
He won't call me either.
Know why?
Because he's been there and doesn't feel like calling me back everytime i have a tone when we hang up.
I'm going to drown myself in the shower.
g'night.